I have to let this all out
January 23, 2008 by smack
Yes I’m being positive, yes I’m keeping my head up, yes I’m confident and hoping for the best, but people, you know me. I gotta get this out or it’s going to poison my system. If I get all the second guessing out here, it might not hang onto me all day today. So here are my rambling thoughts in, you guessed it, bullet form. PS. If there is a question mark at the end of my rambling thought, it isn’t a real question, I’m literally just posting my thoughts.
- I emailed my references and thank you to the company recruiter, who is REALLY good and quick responding and didn’t even get a thank you email back. This is freaking me out
- No thank you from the recruiter again this morning. Like i said, freaks me out
- Upon leaving the recruiter drilled me with the same question over and over about where they stand and where my priorities are regarding their company. I started to get really frustrated and sort of pissed. I told her that I’m freakin’ really excited and VERY interested. that yes I’ve been interviewing with another company and they’re very close in terms of my interest. She asked me what would make me choose their company over the other one and I told her that I haven’t had an offer from the other company yet so I can’t fairly compare, but that I’m VERY interested her her company. she still drilled me. And I had no answer for her other than yes I’m interested, yes I love this environment. I’m now freaking out that I let some of my frustration show.
- my references. They all prefer email. I hope the request for reference doesn’t go into spam accidentally.
Pretty much I’m back at the point where I was super confident and happy yesterday and today I’m thinking, shit girl, you did it again. You totally went overconfident and now you’re not going to get it. Really, this place was PERFECT. PERFECT. It was like having really great dates. There are NO CONS. Not one con. If I had to make one up, i’d have to say the street they’re on is ugly. But THAT IS IT. AUGH!!!!
cross your parts for me, please.
Pants are crossed, so are my eyeballs. I hope you eat something fatty today.
Oh, and Factor is hot (you can tell him I said so).
Luvs ya.
WOW, where did that come from ! He is hot, this is true. It’s the only reason we’re together.