Now here’s the thing. I wouldn’t say this sort of thing if I didn’t know it for sure. Because see, I’m not going to act like anyone gives a hootin’ holler about me, however, I have gotten a few inquiries. So, here’s the thing:
- I’m miserable about a few things, don’t want to be all LiveJournal about it
- I’m happy about more than a few things. And frankly, writing about happy stuff has actually always been hard for me and when I see other people write all that I’m so happy crappy it rings of poopstick. And the last thing I want to do is sound like a pompose faux turd. Suffice it to say, I’m happy.
- my FUCKING CAMERA DIED. Oh that’s right. Camera and fixed lens (that makes the beautiful bokeh) are both in the shop. Body and two lenses. And one lense has parts on “back order”. Oh honey, I know what backorder is. That’s “oh fuck, where did we put the box, and why does this bitch keep calling every day for status” because that’s right, I call every day for status. It’s MY CAMERA. I USE IT FOR WORK. and oh GOD I miss it for life. I REALLY do. I have nothign right now and now everythign is something I want to capture. Suddenly, I have seen so many things that I want to snap from under and over and with a little droplet and reflection and weird focus. It hurts. It’s like I had a baby after trying so hard and then left it at the mall outside the fucking RAVE store and someone from Wisconsin took it and made it a Mormon. Oh shut up Mormon’s I’m just sayin. Oh it’s so hard.
that’s it.
tonight I went to see Bomba Estereo at Bowery Ballroom as part of Latin Alternative Music conference and shit on a piece of delicious toast, they were amazing.
missed this and your writing. love the rave reference. i haven’t thought about that horrible excuse for a store for approx 15 yrs.
camera is gonna come back better than ever and you won’t curse it at every event for being bad. and you’ll appreciate it more.
Glad to know you didn’t quit writing the blog!
I had wondered where your photos were lately. Sorry to hear about the camera. Hope all is well!
I’m waiting for your site to turn 100 thousand , your close.
Damn Girl,
You must having a good time summer. Not much in the blog lately. Sorry about your camera. If I were further south I could have some of the club members visit the camera shop and expedite things a bit. Take care dancing ICT girl … Yes I have a copy of that video from IBM.
Take Care,
Clete
ha! thanks everyone for the camera well wishing. Tricia, you still continue to confuse me, but it keeps me laughing. AND! my camera is BACK – so I’ll post some stuff soon!
Other than that – I’m poor as hell. I need to get my finances in order.
im happy you have a job and a life! thanks for taking us along for the ride.
how are you?