In many ways, but specific to this blog, I’ll be shutting it down and moving along. I haven’t posted in a very long time due to overall unrest in my life that culminated in the ending of my relationship. I have been wanting to write about it, it’s what I do, and it makes me feel like I’m letting that extra little “fweeeeeet” out of the air mattress when the air pressure is too much. Out of respect for his friends and family who may read here, I’ve kept it all pretty internal. and really, if I had written about it as it was happening, it would have been horrible and I probably would have heard a confusing knock on the door and upon opening it, would have found some sort of health interventionist there with a portable rubber room.
I thought about just posting photos, but I couldn’t pick up my camera – he was in there and I couldn’t handle seeing his beautiful bald head smiling at me, when I am unable to have that now. Yeah.
HOWEVER. I feel stronger now (not better, but stronger) and I want to approach my situation in a positive way, even though it feels like a rhino took a dump on my face. Hey, I even made it through my sister’s wedding; the speech-giving single 34-year-old loser, ALL ALONE. I even made a speech about love and happiness, and meant it, and I survived. I even took pictures while in Ohio that I am IN LOVE WITH. I know a certain bokeh loving creature will love them too, so I really can’t wait to post them. On my new blog. That may or may not be on WordPress, I’m not crazy about their narrow width — not so fun for photos.
Anyway, it’s been nice talking with you and sometimes just at you along the way, from that part of my life. I’m not going to post here where my new blog is. Maybe you’ll stumble upon it and not even know it’s me, maybe you’ll google “pizza addiction” and “why can’t I lose weight and still eat fried cheese” and “@$@#%$@#%$@#$ Trader Joe’s jerkfaces!!” and you’ll find me. Thank you for reading, and for the one of you who comes to poke around here, thanks for being so loyal 
