OMG. And I don’t say OMG. I just almost did the most… ok hang on. I DID the most embarrassing thing. I SWORE I would never never never be a nervous wreck like my mom. I love her, I love her like my mother, but the woman is undiagnosed. [...]
Posts Tagged ‘anxiety’
Nervous Nelly: Negative Nelly’s ugly cousin
Posted in anxiety, factor, health, love, nervous nelly, worry, tagged anxiety, health, love, nyc, worry on March 6, 2008 | 7 Comments »
Holy turn of events, batman
Posted in job hunting, life, stress, unemployed in nyc, tagged anxiety, total freak out, unemployed in nyc, unemployment, work on February 1, 2008 | 8 Comments »
Just got offered to lead a project lasting four months for a good chunk of change. I can still live in the city! I can pay at least 4 more months of rent! I am so emotionally flipflopped I think I really might throw up!
more on this later.
Seat’s taken
Posted in anxiety, insomnia, life, sleepless in nyc, stress, truth in unemployment, unemployed in nyc, tagged anxiety, insomnia, life, noise, sleeplessness, stress, unemployment on January 31, 2008 | 4 Comments »
Oh hooray for inability to sleep. Once again I couldn’t fall asleep last night. It didn’t help that when I crawled in at 130am Factor had stolen the blankets diagonally so I had like.. a triangle to work with. I know he gets all huffy and grunty in his sleep (I always say when he’s [...]
Well this is the longest 45 minutes ever
Posted in job hunting, life, truth in unemployment, unemployed in nyc, waiting for the call, tagged anxiety, phone calls, unemployment, waiting on January 4, 2008 | 3 Comments »
9:30 can not come fast enough. I hope my caller is punctual. Otherwise, i may have a seizure after 9:30 with how tense I am right now.
Premonitions welcome
Posted in dreams, hunting the job, insomnia, premonitions, unemployed in nyc, tagged anxiety, dreams, premonitions, sleeping, unemployment on December 21, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Last night I had a dream, in between getting up 80 times to just stand by the bed, open the window, lie on top of the bed, walk into the kitchen and stand in the kitchen, that company #2 called me and offered me the job. They said they wanted me to come in to [...]
Powerless in New York
Posted in job hunting, truth in unemployment, unemployed in ny, waiting for the call, tagged anxiety, life, nyc, stress, unemployment on December 19, 2007 | 5 Comments »
Utterly powerless. I can’t pop into an office and say “hey, how’s that decision coming?” and get a “oh, you know, it’s going to be a few days” answer. I’m sitting with my thumb up my butt here, people. I want to do more follow up calls tomorrow, but that only makes it a day [...]
