Posted in job hunting, life, stress, unemployed in nyc, tagged anxiety, total freak out, unemployed in nyc, unemployment, work on February 1, 2008 | 7 Comments »
Just got offered to lead a project lasting four months for a good chunk of change. I can still live in the city! I can pay at least 4 more months of rent! I am so emotionally flipflopped I think I really might throw up!
more on this later.
Posted in bullets, depression, disappointment, life is a bowl of suck, rejection, thoughts, venting, writing as therapy, tagged disappointment, life sucks, nyc, ranting, rejection, thinking, unemployment, venting, writing as therapy on February 1, 2008 | 12 Comments »
HE thought he farted, but he shit his pants.
That’s something my freshmen year in high school boyfriend’s dad used to say, and so he would say it too. Rational or not, logical or not, these are the thoughts I’m thinking
I never should have moved out of my parents house as fast I as I did
I [...]
Posted in anxiety, insomnia, life, sleepless in nyc, stress, truth in unemployment, unemployed in nyc, tagged anxiety, insomnia, life, noise, sleeplessness, stress, unemployment on January 31, 2008 | 4 Comments »
Oh hooray for inability to sleep. Once again I couldn’t fall asleep last night. It didn’t help that when I crawled in at 130am Factor had stolen the blankets diagonally so I had like.. a triangle to work with. I know he gets all huffy and grunty in his sleep (I always say when he’s [...]
Posted in anxiety, construction suckks, hunting the job, interviewing, sleeplessness, unemployed in nyc, waiting, tagged insomnia, job hunting, life, nyc, unemployment, waiting on January 29, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I am tense. Super tense. I could host my own suspension bridge. I had anxiety dreams all night last night. and my brain wouldn’t stop moving over the past year and a half of my life. Everything happened so fast. And I couldn’t stop thinking about even 6 years ago when everything was so so [...]
Posted in hunting the job, life, unemployed in new york, waiting for the answer, tagged life, new york, stress, unemployment, waiting on January 25, 2008 | 4 Comments »
It’s Friday. Friday is the day you’re all supposed to sign with relief as the minute hand slowly makes its way around the dial of death, eventually leading you into your weekend. And weren’t the weekend made for michelob? Perhaps. I swear I have said this before, but this week and [...]
Posted in photo, snapshot, temping pays for a sandwich, tiny paycheck, unemployed in ny, tagged laugh or cry, life, little, paycheck, photo, temping, unemployment on January 25, 2008 | 5 Comments »
When was the last time your paycheck was this tiny?
I don’t even want to hear that you’re underpaid. Not a peep.
Posted in confidence, health, interviewing, job hunting, jobs, life, mental anguish, nyc, redemption, tagged interviewing, job hunting, redemption, unemployment on January 23, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I almost forgot the most important part of my day yesterday. Anyone who knows what I went through with my fucked up and poisoned management chain over at the blue bowl of serpents knows that I was mentally grated every time I put a word to a document. And it wasn’t like “edit this for [...]
Posted in hunting the job, interviewing, truth in unemployment, unemployed in nyc, waiting for the call, tagged job hunt, jobs, stress, unemployed in nyc, unemployment, waiting on January 23, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Yes I’m being positive, yes I’m keeping my head up, yes I’m confident and hoping for the best, but people, you know me. I gotta get this out or it’s going to poison my system. If I get all the second guessing out here, it might not hang onto me all day today. So here [...]
Posted in nyc, tagged bullets, interviewing, status, the job hunt, unemployed in nyc, unemployment on January 18, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Ok peeps, here’s the status
interview went well
Follow up with company recruiter lady on monday
SVP invited me to return next week to spend some time with the CEO. That is good!
I’m losing steam, I’d like there to be an end in sight, but it looks like there is just nothing concrete yet
I have to define a [...]
Posted in coffee addiction, health, life, preparing to interview, sick, truth in unemployment, tagged health, interviewing, life, nyc, sick, unemployment on January 18, 2008 | No Comments »
That’s me folks. I’m trying really hard to not let the snot droop over my excitement about my interview today. I’m really excited, really really pumped. I’m trying to think of a word my sister in college would use (they use “bold” alot, and I slightly cringe, but it’s so fun to hear other age [...]
